The Beloved

What we have, they call it friendship.   Others may name it, blame it, or judge it,   But what we truly have, we call it freedom. Freedom to be, to live, to feel,   To feel pain, joy, and suffering To feel happiness, anger, or madness. The freedom to simply be, without any seeking The freedom do be, without running or fighting.   You taught me how to love, to live, and to rejoice,   In life that is easy or maybe difficult ,   The life that brings tears, joy or pain.   We’ve learnt to rejoice in the beauty of life  Through the ups and downs,  Through the highs and lows. Like a ship surrendering to the wind and trusting its sails,   Letting go of the wheel, just being in the breeze,   We accept our pain and embrace who we are.   We will always remain in each other’s hearts,   Just like a ship deep in the ocean,   Forever rooted in each other's souls.

Can I lose you? But I don't have you. Did I own you? Or did I leave you? Can you let go? When you hold tight? Can you truly live? When you're not free? When are you bound by your own self? When do you hold your own hands back? When do you destroy every small piece Freedom's given by what you let be Given by tears of what you don't see It's not given by how far you flee It's given by how close you stay to thee

In the breaking, in the mourning  You offer solace, such comforting Amidst the pain, in the despair You're there to restore, and show you care In the falling, in the missing You don't forsake, there's no dismissing Your love is safe, and oh so complete It's like a fire, with a warming heat A fire that burns, and does restore Until the last piece, is whole once more That was once teased, beaten and killed Your love's so strong, it's stable and steady. Your love is not broken, nor insecure It's simply present, full of life and pure.

 Oh, your beauty is beyond description,  Your tenderness makes Me shaking and trembling.  Your taste is sweeter than vanilla and honey. Let Me come inside of you,  I have no limits, no boundaries.  I am so safe,just like a mother's womb. I want you to discover me, to find me there In your depth , in your core I want to love you, to embrace you To take care of all your pain.  I want to fill you, to make you whole. Surrender to yourself, just fall into my arms,  Don't rush the blooming, it's our time  I want it slowly, but I want it steadily.  I promise we will find a way together, I will wait for you patiently.  To hold you in my arms, to keep you in my warmth. Let everything away and run into myself.  Experience My ways, feel My heartbeat, My breath, My touch.  You took My truth and you become steady and complete.  You're radiant and stunning, I cannot take my eyes from you.  Take Me with you on your adventures, Don't...

  In the crushing , in the damage,  In the chaos and the storm You restore and you repair. You bring peace and you breathe comfort.  Your touch and your kisses Soothed my pain and healed my wounds. Your name is "Flowing Oil" because  Over my brokenness, over my shadows You pour out your love, you pour out your heart. To see me whole, to make me complete. You never lose sight of me, you never go away You never change, you never betray. Always stay, always love. A love that lasts, a love that waits Waits for us to surrender completely In his arms, in his tender care. Let us stay here in this beautiful place of rest Let us bloom and flourish Let us rejoice and just abide . Abiding in each other And never looking back Rejoicing in who we are Loving, forgiving and simply being. 

  Be authentic and be real. When you are happy and when you are free,  When you feel pain and when you are hurt. Never give up on who you are, When you feel compassion and when you feel love, When you feel cold, colder than winter. Always stay close and true to yourself,  And never let go To who you are,  And who you become.

  Our love cannot be hidden  Cannot be kept in,  It was born outside the walls It was born in freedom,  in the rain, in the sun, in the wind and grass, and that's why the fields and the flowers, the trees and the ground know your name.

You try to search outside What is deep inside,  You try to look around When you have to look within,  You cannot fight with them Just make peace with your own self .  You need to just stop seeking, stop looking and stop fighting . Begin to let it be and let it go. Surrender to what you cannot keep To gain what you cannot lose. 

When the hearts are not afraid  To be naked and seen, To be discovered and real.   It's the courage to be, without wanting to have.  To be open and pure  To share the joy and the pain.  What an honor it's then  To be able to share  All the beautiful smiles  And the deepest tears.  At that moment you'll know What intimacy is  It's nothing you earn, it's nothing you own.  It's about receiving the soul of each other.  The soul full of beauty and maybe suffering.  It's about accepting the being of each other. 

Live. Love.  Do mistakes.  But live no matter what.  Live when you're wrong and live when you're right.  At the end of the road it will taste the same.  It will taste of you. It will taste of life. The life that you lived or maybe not.  So live and be free.  Do mistakes and rejoice.  Rejoice and enjoy every single second.  Don't look around,  Just look inside and love every part.  Find your edge and never abandon it.  People will call you in all the ways. Coward. Weird . Not worthy or mad.  So taste criticism and know the rejection.  See how it is to not be always loved.  But keep yourself close. Be gentle and kind.  Inhale, exhale and just be in the present.  And live. Love. Stop defending yourself.  Open your heart and dare to be hurt.  Rejoice everything, All the laugh and cry.  Dance in the rain  Walk barefoot and feel... Feel how it is to live pure and joyful.  Dare to be y...

  True love is... knowing they stay, even when they're gone. True love is...  touching each other's heart, without any finger. True love is... seeing all the pain, and still loving without limit.  True love ...  goes further than any road  and deeper than any water.  True love ...  must not be understood, but to be lived. 

  I found you a while ago You were uncovered, you were cold. You were wounded, you were hurt,  You were scared and full of shame You didn't trust, you didn't dare. Today we look into each other's eyes With pain, suffering and struggles.  Sometimes it's difficult to stay, Sometimes it's so hard just to say...  To say how much I need you,  I need you not to run, but just to be To be with me, to hold me into your arms, To kiss my wounds, to save my tears.  I need you just to be, without too many words. I need you as you are, without enforcing anything.  I need you now, and so tomorrow.  I need you everyday. 

  You came into my being with so much gentleness You touched the inside of my core, you kissed me and you hugged me You didn't hurry, you just waited patiently to me.  You're not like the rest, you're lovely, pure and sensitive .  You are my poetry, my love letter.  What others didn't understand in so many words  You understood with just one breath .  With just one touch , that made me flourish and blossom.  Your deep touch that came into my veins, into my every cell.  I found so much delight in you, my sweet beloved one.  I loose myself in your passionate and loving eyes.  I'm diving in your voice , which is my favorite song.  I'm drowned into your heart, I've found a safe place.  I'll love you through fog, through rain, through heat, through all the sweat.  I'll hold you up and hold you to yourself.  I'll simply love you, with joy and happiness.  I'll love you till the end. 

  They don't need words , they speak through silence. They have a different language, known only by their souls.  They feel each other through time and space.  They met full of wounds and pain  They were bleeding, crying and screaming.  They didn't run anymore, they didn't force themselves  They started to be, to embrace all the parts.  They caressed each other, they played, hugged and kissed.  They learnt to love and to stand for themselves.  They learnt to be free and to rejoice all the time.    The Twin Souls are as mirrors unto one to another Showing each other the depth of their core.  Showing the beauty what is from within.  We learn to be open, uncoverd and naked.  We learn to trust more and to share our hearts.  We share the beauty and we share the thorns We embrace each other and we kiss all the wounds. 

  All I need in this world full of noise It's just you, my beauty one from within. You are the one who takes my tears And value them like they are diamonds. I stay with you, I never let you go, I stay with you, now and forever. I need you now, and so tomorrow You are not alone, we are together. Take my hand and come to dance with me  We learn to trust again, we learn to live.  We learn to be open, like the skies above, We learn to bloom, with patience and kindness . We learn to stay, we will never run again...

  There's so much beauty in the pain There's so much rest in all the storm. You brought me in the boat, you made me quiet. We have no boundaries, no hidden places,  No doubts, no lies, no surface feelings.  It's not complicate and tiring,  It's only freedom and easy going.  No sweat, no work, no many words.  We just enjoy the breathing, enjoy the being, Enjoying one another, enjoying who we are.  You're blooming more and more  My beautiful pure rose.  You are so fragile, just like a snow flake. I keep you in my hands, with so much tenderness You are profound, more than an ocean. I want to swim in all your undiscovered places,  To see the beauty and the life.  -Let me come and let me be- We share the thorns, we share the blood,  We share the wounds and all the grief. We share the cry, we share the tears,  We don't hide anything, we are uncovered.  ....  Bounded in love, covered by beauty. 

  Look into your being, look into your core  It's all your purity and kindness  It's all the tenderness and sweetness.  It comes from there what makes you shine,  It comes from there what makes you bloom. Embrace that place, embrace the truth Embrace and keep it safe. Take care of it and don't stop love it.  It's so fragile, it's like a feather  It's so much life, it's only beauty.  I will never let you go, not now and not tomorrow  I stop running and I start being.  Being with you in all the times  In cry, in laugh, in pain, in joy, Now and forever, united and together. 

  I found my refuge and my rest My stability and my sweet peace. In all the storm and all the noise  You are with me, my sweet, deep friend .  You never leave, you stay with me.  You kiss me and you hug me.  You keep me safe in your embrace,  You just remain, you never leave.  You feel my doubts and you still love, You don't demand, you never ask You keep me close, you never run.  I feel so safe, there is no doubt, There is no fear, no judgment.  It's only trust, it's only love. With tenderness and kindness  You touched me deep inside.  You saw my pain, you saw my joy  We shared and we rejoiced. You saw my tears, you saw my laught  And what you wanted is to come close. You're never far, you're always here. I feel your heartbeat and your breath, I love everything from you.  Let's stay, and stay and then abide.  Abiding one in other ...  , 

Oh, my darling, my beloved ,  How my heart is glowing and my eyes are shining When I see that You come close, You enter into my being. I feel Your touch on my heart, when You hold it in your hands. When You caress me I feel complete, I feel at home. Your breath is the only air I want to feel,  Your heartbeat is the only sound I want to hear.  Remove every cover and let's get into the river. Let Me love you, let Me keep you safe. Let’s stop running and start living Let’s live in each other’s arms. Let’s not leave this place of rest and peace, A place full of joy and harmony,  It’s our home, our place to be... 

You bring me on the path of reconciliation, indulgence and eternal peace,  Get rid of the hard work and sweat on my forehead Bring me home. In the secret place, known only of the two of us. In the place of rest, where we meet. In the place of safety, where there is no "what if?" In the place full of kindness and gentleness. In the place called simple - Home - The place where it's not just me, and you're not alone The place full of love and purity,  You're there, just the two of us.  But Jesus, you are so good. That you want us to open our home for those around us. It's not total order, but it's such a familiar warmth in here, Let's open our homes one for each other. What is the most beautiful thing in this world, Than friends sitting at the same table and having dinner together?